Why m I so obsessed with things, feelings, people that can never be mine?

Do I even want to know what their real name is? No, I don't think so, but I wish they were real and I could stand a chance. Funny, that I am part of it behind the screen and still they capture my heart on screen, I would have thought I know better

Old dog, new tricks.

The day I crossed the wrong side of 25 is when I started wondering if life would ever be the same again. Could people still give a damn about my age. And well, I guess I was wrong. Growing old isn't so bad as I thought.

Up in the sky somewhere, someone is listening.

I really don't know what the song means? But its beautiful and somehow it speaks to my heart.
Do I believe in things that cannot be explained in books and experiments, I don't know. Can I speak to the stars and the moon and the sun, maybe I do every night. Do they hear me? 

Have I found the truth?

"Someday, somewhere - anywhere, unfailingly, you'll find yourself, and that, and only that, can be the happiest or bitterest hour of your life"
— Pablo Neruda

Sometimes you don't really fit, but the job is done

Superb advert campaign by monster jobs. I look around me and often wonder if I fit in, should I try and blend in? But then I realise, I am unique and this is how I want the world to see me.
There are times in life when nothing seems right and that you in the middle of things you don't understand. Life is complicated but those complications gives a better meaning to life.

A bowl of cereal for my thoughts.

My really good friend got married yesterday. It was the shortest wedding ceremony I had ever attended. 5 minutes and she was a Mrs from a miss. All I remember was taking pictures and then there was the ring exchange.  Such is life, everyone around me seems to be busy tying the knot or excited at the prospect of finding someone.

One never has to try too hard

I found this fascinating picture on the net today. Still going through vintage adverts and posters. fascinating and amusing.
It was so in your face those days yet it has some clever way of doing it. Now some of the adverts try so hard, I wonder what are they trying to sell- the product or the poster. Abstract seems to be the fashion.
On the same thoughts, I was wondering if I appear to be trying too hard or do I just make no sense? I spoke to a long time friend today and although he appears to be enjoying life, he doesn't seem contended. Do I know what I want yet?